She said: ‘I wouldn’t say that I never act out with food, it’s just very different now. It’s not to the extreme. There’s no suicidal ideation, that is not where I am anymore. But I know, “Oh, I’m really in this chocolate, this is good information for me.”
‘The bottom has gotten a lot higher where just a little discomfort with it is enough for me to know this is a way to check myself. But it definitely looks a lot healthier. It’s a lot easier. It’s a lot saner than it used to be.’
Candid: ‘I was good at performing ‘perfect.’ I was good at control. I could party all night and drink and smoke and have sex and still show up and have good grades. I knew how to manage; I was so high-functioning and the food took me out (pictured at George Washington University)
In 2020 Washington spoke to Essence Magazine about her eating disorder and the shame she felt as she battled the condition in secret.
She said: ‘I’d eat anything and everything…sometimes until I passed out,’ she told the magazine in 2020. But then, because I had this personality that was driven toward perfectionism, I would tell people I was at the library, but instead go to the gym and exercise for hours and hours and hours. 신규사이트
‘Keeping my behavior a secret was painful and isolating. There was a lot of guilt and a lot of shame.’ 안전놀이터
She began going to therapy to treat her disorder and added: ‘Learning how to love myself and my body is a lifelong process. But I definitely don’t struggle the way I used to. 온라인슬롯